Thursday, February 21, 2008

I love our group

Dear all,
My sis who is getting married this year in Sept came home to Loi Yu Sheng just now. She was poring over the old childhood photos of us when we were young as she needed to make a wedding video. Just then, I saw a few of our grp of 12 photos and decided to dig out all those ‘love’ letters I got years ago to read just for fun. Then, I came across many surprising and heartwarming finds.
Junyou,
I remember we used to have chats over the phone during my JC days. You actually (snail) mailed me a 3 pages long letter to advice me to quit smoking, clubbing and to concentrate on my As. When I read it, I realize that you really are very concerned about me. I am a very very blessed person to have a friend like you. =)
JJ,
There was a book that CK bought and went around to make you people write in on my 20th bday. In it, you wrote that you can’t help but nag at me sometimes, like a big brother. When I read that, I felt very touched. I just want to say that I appreciate everything you have ever done for me. You are a wonderfully talented and caring friend.
Eeloon,
Wow, where do I begin? All the cute notes and little gifts you made for me just shows what a sweet and wonderful girl you are. Jack is truly a lucky guy, and you are just as lucky to have him, as I see how well he treats you and us during the CNY dinner. I feel glad that you are blissfully in love.
Cailing,
I miss you!!! I am always happy to see you because you are living the beautiful, glamorous life that I will never lead, and I live vicariously through your life. But more importantly, I feel that I can be truly myself when I am with you, after I told you how much I was jealous of you and spread untrue tales about you when we were younger. Gosh, I feel old! I feel so happy that I have such a pretty and yet sensible friend. =)
Dawn,
A few weeks ago, I was very angry with you over the incident in Marina Square, when you went into G2000 to talk to Deming on our girls’ night out. I told you I was not angry, but I was. In fact, I was boiling. It grew and grew like a tumor in me and it consumed me. I hated that feeling as I knew I wasn’t being fair to you and that I was being immature and irrational. But the anger stayed.
It became so bad I couldn’t talk to you during dinner at long beach. Finally, my dam broke. I had to talk to someone, and I thank God I did. Now that my tumor has officially been removed, I want to say that I am very very sorry for all that I have said or done and have hurt you in a way or another. I truly am ashamed of myself. (And I’m supposed to nurture the next generation, can you believe it?) If you are reading this, let’s put all unpleasant things behind us and start afresh ok? You are still the adorable girl I grew up with.
Lastly, for all those who din receive love notes from me, I love all of you equally, even though I don’t say it often.

p.s. Want to come to my sis’s wedding? She invited you all! =)

4 comments:

Yilun said...

haha we shld go your house one day and reminise (watever the spelling)over our childhood days!

When is your sis's wedding btw?

Zhihui said...

why no comments for me.... am i so insignificant... my cutey little heart broke into many much tiny wini pieces when i didnt see any comments for me... no glues and brooms and join back the dmg which my heart incurred. im am so sad....









muHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA jus joking!!

Anonymous said...

My sis's wedding dinner is on the 26th of sept this year. Not so soon. Btw, ZH is the only one who got a bday card from me in a long time! Haha... That shld make up for the lack of a love note. =)

CaiLing said...

Anggy, thank you for the very touching and heartfelt post. It's really heartwarming to hear all this. We might have our Ups and Downs, but we will stil stay together as Group of 12. :)
Miss you loads too!